25feb-cried myself to bed last night again.
I read through some sms that we sent we each other in the past.

We loved to see each other at that point
We would miss each other every single moment,
hoping to spend more time with each other.
I would miss the feeling of his hands fitting so perfectly into mine.
He would blush when i look into his eyes.

But what gone wrong between us?
Slowly, there wasn't anymore of these sweet sms-es.
He don't even fit his hands into mine.
So i took the initiative to hold his hands.
At first, 2-3 days not seeing him is such a torture.
Slowly, he don't even seems to be keen to meet me
even after not meeting for 3days.

What happened to our promises,
that we couldn't live without one another?
Why ain't we holding on to each other like the most precious treasure we had.

Like you say.
"Whatever, no point saying all these anymore."
yes. It is over.
yet i don't know why tears keep blurring my visions.
My heart keep feeling so hurted.
Why do i feel there is no more point living in this world without you.

God, take me away from here
cos i couldn't take anymore pain.
God, why did you bring him to me
& relight my heart
then make him break my heart again.

All i wish is that i could fade away
nothing in this world mean anything more without you by my side.