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Tuesday, February 24, 2009,6:33 AM
:( Why do I still feel so bad.
I just woke up from sleep which suppose to help when I'm sad.
But i just cant stop thinking.
I wanted to know how is him.
Is he ok?
I try to grab every single information I can get of him.
I guess he is fine.
Still online, still on facebook, still gaming, still listening to songs.
He will be fine.
:(
As for me, I'm losing my appeitate.
I'm losing interest in everything.
But I have to hide infront of my friends & family.
Especially, mama.
I dont want them to see me cry.
I dont want them to worry.
Every second, I'm trying my very best to prevent the tears from leaking out.
Every second, I feel like crying.
Every second, I feel like giving up on myself.
Its over.