YEAHHH,

I won 1000 in pet society!

I think about you in me

a part of me cries out

how could I be so near and yet so far

Instead of looking at you,

I only saw my guilt

anf that was on so far from where you are

whereever love has come from

it was once upon a time

and who knew fairytales were truely grim

Whatever came before you,

is really more a case of me and him

Whatever came before you,

you are not to be blamed for any single thing

* I dont want to live love in the shadows of history

Your future's not history

Is ours and the here and the now

nine months in my womb

doesnt makes you a stranger

I carry the weight again

facing the danger right now...

but do i know how?

I dont know what is coming

and I'm not much of a guide

I've never been so low in those days

And with a millstone round my neck

with every tear I cried,

was woe to he who leads this one astray

It's so unfair how one mistake can make the deepest stain

And dirty water clouds the stream below

I'm never gonna make you pay

for what you could have never ever owe

I'm never gonna make you pay

the debt is mine and you should never know

repeat *

Do I dare to love again?

Or it is cursed right from the start?

Do I dare to bet my hopes and dreams

on the gamble of my heart?

You are not a stranger to me

I'll make sure of that

whatever the dangers to me.

Make it pure

once more

make it shine

make you mine

Love doesnt give answers

but questions are always for free

Went basketball with Tat & seb today. I can feel the fats getting out of my body:)
We had lunch together then took a long walk to Lot1
for my family's Xmas present:)
I've bought present for all of them:)

Love Xmas, its a season of sharing.

I'm starting to plan my schedule for the coming Xmas.
Not confirmed plans:
23rd - Xmas dinner with four-eight darlings
24th- Xmas steamboat with family
25th- slack i guess?

Hester is all excited because of Xmas.
Hester LOVE twilight!

My friend teaching me Malay.

"Bole kamu kasi saya nombor anda"
Means: Can u give me your number?

Hester says: She dont like the feeling when people become more distant.

Cos, it seems like there's nothing more to say to each other.

& do not wish anyone to get the wrong idea.

It's not mood swing.

It's me being unhappy, but dont want you to be upset by me.

Bad day.

I'm meeting Solid accents for XY's play, It's my life tomorrow.

I will love you guys for the rest of my life!

Dont bother talking to me if you wanna just fu yan me.